HELLO BEBII :')
Tuesday, 14 February 2012 | 02:47 | 0 Love RainBow!
So there she goes away with her new life without me by her side anymore :’) It started when I added her on facebook . Our friendship and story begin with just being friends then go to the next part :) yeahh in fact I’m already taken and had a last long relationship for almost a year . But I have no idea what is wrong with me . It seems like I fall in love again with some other girl , the one that I have added on facebook 2 months ago . u know what ? for me she’s so different :’) yeahh for sure she’s beautiful but that’s not the main reason why I fall in love with her . until now I don’t have the answer , only my heart and only God knows what the answer is :’) she had posted something on my facebook wall and we started to talk about shitty things . haha :p I still remember she told me that she’ll cried on eleben p.m :’D haha . I try my best to text her on eleben p.m :’) with hope that I can make her feel better although we only known each other only for a day :D since that night we started to text everyday and our friendship were getting closer day by day ;) on 16th November 2011 , that was the day when we first met :) we had spent time together , chillin’ together , hang out together and many more :D It’s been a month we have known each other and finally , she told me that I need to realize that I already have a girlfriend and told me that it hurts the most when she knows that I can’t be with her . there’s NOTHING I can do :’) I just want her to give me time until 25th December 2011 , christmas :) huh , its hard for me to make a decision , whether I wanna stay with my gf or begin my new love story with her :’) but yeahh , I told her that I choose my gf over her , because we’ve been together for a year now . And it’s hard for me to let go of someone that you have been with for so long :’) I know and realize my decision will surely gonna hurt her so much :’( maybe people can’t see it and she’s faking a smile . but deep down , I know she’s hurting :’) I’m sorry for hurting her this way , I’d never had the intention to hurt her :’( I’m sorry and I love her with all my heart :’)
14th 2012 . it’s been a month I haven’t seen her around :’0 hell yeahh I admit that I’m currently missing her so badly :’) but I know she’s happy with her new life especially with him :) like I said to her before , ‘’knowing that you’re happy will ALWAYS be more than enough for me :)” so from now on , I’ll live my life with all of our wonderful memories :D and I promise , I promise I’ll stay strong till forever :) I want her to know something , the day when she can forget all about me will be the most wonderful day in her life :) just like now , maybe she already can forget all about me , its so wonderful isn’t it ? hihi :’) ohhyeahh , I used to call her bebii . maybe this is the last chance for me to call her bebii . so here I am forcing myself to say this damn words ,” GOODBYE BEBII :’* ” u’ll always remain close in my heart . I’M NO SUPERMAN , but I’ll love you more than superman can did to many people in this world . I’M NO SUPERMAN , but I’ll always be your man :') the end . .oppssss , I forgot to mention her name . HER name is Vivian pan :') Iwoveyouu :’* ohh yaa , do you still remember this bebii ? "when u feel alone , just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember that in those spaces u can see my fingers locked with yours forever :') " I still believe that the words SOMEDAY will come to us . so I won't stop believing and will never give up on that SOMEDAY :D take a good care of yourself <3
